La Vie En Rose?

Why would people describe a good comfy life as a bed of roses?
Are roses nice?
More specifically, are bed fthat's full of roses nice to sleep in?

Hmm?

Wouldn't the thorns pierce your skin?

Wouldn't you be sensitive to the overwhelming aroma then?

Wouldn't you be disturb by the million of petals?

Thus La vie en Rose?

Non.

To sum off,my (work) week had been quite a hectic one.

Not to mention how dramatic today was.

It was a bad drama nonetheless a good experience.

I guess things like this just happen in my life. But I'm surprised I make it happen.

Haha

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I wanted to laugh each time when I heard this 'C'est Si Bon'.

I dunno why. Though I don't understand the lyrics at all(except for that C.S.B) but somehow I felt the light humour of it.

Where?I dunno.

I told you I don't understand the langauge..yet.

It is good?I guess my life ain't bad so c'est si bon!

Oh yes,it's tough. It's tiring. It's up and it's down. But still it ain't that bad coz I refused to bow to the bad side of life.

Many things,be it personal or not,can drag me down.

But I refuse to let it affect the whole of my life.Not my work the least.

I imagined.

I thought.

I dreamed.

Of the bad,ugly and worse.

My career should be the last to fall.

Don't get me wrong.I am not the ambitious type. I know the sky's the limit and I know how tall my sky is.

Each week..I tried to give a good review.

How much do I like my job?

Quite frankly there is no long future in this line.Really.

So is that it?

I love the challenges.I love the new circumstances that made me learn more.I love the thirst that this job gave and thus pushing me for more.I love the short term goal that I can vision in this line.

I love the environment so far.Though it could have been more comfortable like S.E but it's a homely touch I love.I love my colleagues most of the time.I love the easy going feel about there.And most importantly,despite the size of this company,I am very surprised and love the big clients that they have and soon..mine too.Hehz!

So?

Are all these enough?

Should I then subject myself to all these?

I know the kinda craps I will get in this line.

Be it from the clients or the candidates. It's nonstop and am I ready to get the same kinda craps for years?

Am I going to study?

Where should I go from here?

What other career should I seek?

See..it's a whole lot of complications and choices.

But again...I can't always think of my own path ahead.

Looking at how my life is right now,I only have a choice.

That is to really push forward and only by gaining a yard ahead of my colleagues' acheivements is my only satisfaction.

..

Sometimes such scare me.

I am one that get jaded easily.

The stronger I tried to be,the weaker my soul becomes.

Where is the simplicity that I want?

I realised that life is not that simple..not here at least.

C'est la vie.

C'est la vie...

Life couldnt be a bed of roses.

I guess...

The spring coil mattress that we sleep ain't that bad after all.

=)

C'est si bon.